one of those realizations.

Last Saturday, I went to my best friend's place. we haven't seen each other for months so I was really excited to talk to her about things that happened to me when we're not together and vice versa. In the middle of our conversation, she said something stupid but I quickly realize what she really meant. She said "You can't just wait for that "best" man to cross your path and eventually fall in love with you. I believe in what Lupin said (for new borns, Lupin is an anime character. He steals really expensive things. beware of him by the way ^^-), you will never own the best unless you steal it because all the best things in this world are already owned by someone.". Let's admit it, it's true. you can't always get the best but still, I don't agree with her. Think about it. sure you can't always get the best but you don't need the best. What you need is simply someone who understands you and accept you for who you are. and for some reasons, I still believe in destiny. No matter how lame it was, I still believe that only God knows what's best for me. I trust Him.

By the way, when I got home, I watch television. It made me sick. Sometimes, I hate television shows. Specially those shows that have prizes such as Survivor, Big brother you name it. The contestants trade their integrity and reputation for money. they let the public invade thier privacy and judge them for the sake of bucks. The showbiz industry nowadays takes advantage of all the people who want to be in the business. In a world where everybody watches you and talks about you, you can't just tell them to shut up and mind their own business. because that's why your there. You ought to be talked about. You're there for entertainment. It really annoys me so I turned off the television and sleep instead.

...And finally, I lived happily. But not ever after...